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| im sick of having my last entry be about sucide. im not that depressed. lol anyways thanks for all the comments except for byrons. | | |
| it would be cool if i could kill myself and see how people would we react.
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| JOIN MY BLOGRING
thanks to katie i made it.
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| 5 more people that are just as awesome as the first 15
1. a crazy boy who cares what no one thinks and lets no one mess with
his extreme closeness with asians. modest and nice and kind and
poetic... just a few words to describe this amazing and totally rad
guy. i guess you could call me his SIDEKICK. wink wink.
2. mamaroneck avenue made us so ghetto, and listening to classic rock
somehow managed to scrape away just a little of our
ghetto-ja-phetto-ness. a great laugh and a wonderful smile, your so
cool and so wicked cool that i practically trip on myself when i think
about you.
3. what a sexbag. no not our old shakespheare directors, you my
dearest. with your dark flowing hair and amazing abilty to let me hide
under your clothes. the only person on this earth who i allow to call
me grandma. no matter what language its in.
4. finally a boy who lets me play sissy fight with him. he even
understands emoness... which as we all know is a very difficult task.
he may not have will's abilty to use the word yo.... but he manages to
go by with many things that make me laugh. and thats always been enough
reason for me to think your awesome.
5. meeting you really did change my life. your so cool! you hang back
and watch the world, you dont think people watch you but that kind sir
is where your wrong. your inspire me to think deeper and look deeper
and anaylyze things and look bellow the surface. thank you so much for
making me use that thing in my head....btw.....hang loose.
6. last but DEFINATELY not least. lets see... who is the craziest and
emoest of them all? i belive you are the answer. the only guy i know
who can change butter in a dish to abe lincolns assination. your so
cool and so fun to be with and be around. the best freakin 6th grade
dance date evarrr.
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| UGH i just got up to number 4 on my list and it got erased. here we go again.
1. i love you so much. your my idol, my role model, you live and defy
what i consider all of the things wrong with this earth. you support me
no matter what i do or say to you. and when you got sick i became more
afraid of the world then ive ever been. you help me live through my
life and i feel like you let me into yours. your almost like a sister
to me sometimes even though people say they "hate" their parents theres
no way i will ever hate you.
2. although i scream and yell at you and your really stubborn. immauture and annoying, your my dad so i guess its all good.
3. when i was three i was an only child, and on the stormy night when
you came home the power was out and i was scared out of my wits.
typical me. but i guess when i finally got to hold you and later on
when i first made you laugh, it showed just how much i do and always
will love you. with me and you growing up on stories of mom and her
brother growing apart it inspired me at least to never grow apart from
you.
4. the definiton of a best friends are you guys. u.vacations, plans for
our futures and plans for triple weddings. so many nights spent crying
, confiding, sneaking out and sneaking in. i love you both so much and
so equally you get the same number but your my best friends so you wont
care.
5. wow. more fights then not. more jealousy at times then friendship,
but i love you anyways, for being nice to me and laughing even when im
not funny ( yeah when does THAT happen) sleepovers and derranged spa
nights on video camera but in the end we really do care about each
other and i know i always will.
6. ive kinda always felt you need a guy that you can hide behind. never
wants to have sex with you. ( these guys are hard to come by
) what would my life be without my first middle school crush. the
first guy i could talk to without exploding in giggles and the first
guy i could love. by love i dont mean lust. i mean like total love, im
not gonna say brother...although in 6th grade it was said we looked
alike.... but hes way more then a friend...way more then someone to cry
with, hes the guy that i would let take me home when i get drunk out of
my mind, or when i need someone to fight of RAPISTS. although no
pressure..... jk i love you, your my boo radley and im your scout.
7. 1st fucking kiss. ha. not like you'll ever know that. howver you
helped me become a woman and i thank you for being the macho loser that
i will never see again but for a while did truly.....like.
8. you made me cry. and for that i dont like you. you made me want to
do whatever you said just so i could get you to notice me. but it
worked. people told me to get away from you and now i see why. youve
always belonged in a mental hospital, never in my heart.
9. my best friend in elementary school. there to be spice girls.
talk about what we though was love and chase boys around the playgroud.
you were the shy one. i was not so shy but i had my boudarys. i
guarantee a christmas card from me when we are 194498213 years old. i
you will be one of the 1st to get an invite to one of my manyyy manyy
manyyy weddings.
10. omg. your insane. you make totem poles, collect lawn knomes and
sail around all the time. you old but you never show it. your insane
and that you do show, and i thank you for being so crazy and weird and
inspiring me to be the same way.
11. i absouley hate your guts. you ruined my life for a month. you
turned 50 people against me and made sure i made no new friends, but i
thank you for letting me relaize that bitches like you really exist.
12. your runing for the senate and you have no idea why, well i guess
you think you do. youve been arrested and your one of the people i brag
about knowing. i will never forget the thanksgiving on the floor with
the canned cranberry sauce and the after dinner drum circle. your funny
and scary and well your family.
13. what can i say about you. i bet youd be surprised your on this list
but your the most amazing teacher ever. thank you so much for helping
me with everything in my life.
14. your amazing. your the reason that i love acting and the reason
that i have so much love. i love your life and i love you edwin your
amazing and i cant find enough words to describe you.
15. nicola. you were my favorite person and even though if i pointed
fingers it be all your fault you changed my life in so many ways.
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